http://jessiduncan.tumblr.com/ this is my new account. i will delete this one later
for those of you who don’t know my name is Jessica and i have some pretty severe mental conditions namely Schizoaffective disorder and bipolar disorder these make it hard for me to do most normal things and as a result i sleep a lot. right now i am 210lbs at 4ft11” and i am just over 18years old in may i will be 19 and i will most likely be trying to get back into high school, but not the one a mile away from my house because of the special education teachers who have grudges agents me for pushing them and walking out my freshman year. in middle school i threatened to stab a teacher to death because of my persistent and violent voices and manic depression all because she took a poem about my OC Emilya Elric away and instead of having my parents look at it threw it away before i could finish it. that year i was sent to intermountain hospital for psychiatric evaluation. where they said i did not have A.D.H.D but was bipolar and had depression. after the third time i went in i started having voices again the diagnosed me with Schizoaffective disorder and finally put me on anti psychotics i have attempted suicide and began persistently picking at bumps on my arms and chest. i also have a problem with picking pimples and bumps on my face. I have had voices and “friends” since i was at least 3 but no one really thought it was a problem untill i started school and only was put on medication after i started forth grade here in Idaho after the teachers “recomended” medication (whitch is illegal) i have had only 10 friends since i moved here almost 10 years ago most of whitch i don’t talk to any more and i just want people to accept that i am no longer an immature 8year old and am now an adult that is ready for change.
so if any one wants to be my friend or just want to get to know me just send me a message or friend me on Facebook(for my Facebook account send me a message and i will post it) or if you need to rage or vent i’ll be there for you.
I love you all and am always here for a friend in need <333
hands up if you sing duets with yourself
Fuck that I sing “Bohemian Rhapsody” by myself
IS THIS THE REAL LIFE
if you cunts think you’re about to start singing bohemian rhapsody on my post I will kick you so fucking hard your mother’s mother will feel it

Teal Blood
Fork Kind
Fat Cat Lusus
Purple blood (eridan’s hue)
pillowkind
guinea pig lusus
aw yea
Lime blood
Tablet kind
Cat lusus
Candy Red
Phone Kind
Dog Lusus
lol phone kind wat
Purple Blood
Fork Kind
Cat Lusus
Hell.
Fucking.
Yes.
- Blood: Golden Yellow (Mirror)
- Wooden Board-Kind
- Dog Lusus ((ICABOOOOOOOOD))
(( Slide out desk- steel grey
Hiking stick that can be used as a bo staff- staffkind
My obnoxious orange
blob of doomcat. Cat Lusus.I think I’m okay.))
((Beige(?)
Tablet kind
dwarf lop (teeny bunny)
Well))
A blue blanket
Pencil
Mia (Chiweenie)
Cooooool.))
Car grey phone kind and cat wow




